A simple, yet impossible thing

As I wake up in the morning

I see a bright sunlight

Thinking that today will be a bright day,

looking forward for a special thing to happen.

But it seems that a bright day

is not always as bright as what I am right now

I'll be happy even just thinking of you,

but together with that happiness, it hurts inside.

I'm hoping only for a simple thing

and it's to be recognize by you.

And though it's only a simple wish

It seems impossible to happen.

Why it is sometimes, what we are giving

can't be given back to us?

We appreciate people the way they are

but why they can't recognize us?

I give every appreciation I see

and appreciated even the little things

But why it ends like this?

Felt no one appreciated me.

Sometimes there are things we really want

But we can't get it.

If we can't get it, we suffer

But still nothing will change.

I have no idea, why I feel like this

whether, this is real or not.

If this is not real, why do I suffer?

If this is real, still I suffer.

It's just the beginning

but I almost see the end.

I am trapped in a long lost tunnel

and the only way to the exit, is to give up.

It's hard to be strong
in a situation like this
It is dragging me down

giving me no choice but to quit.

I lied when I say I only want you to recognize me

But I want as well to be with you.

So even just one moment in my life,

I will feel complete.

A simple desire, A simple wish

A desire that can't be owned

A wish that can't be granted

Simple thing, but extraordinary feeling.