Tuesday, December 31, 2013

My Special One

I know and I'm aware of what I did awhile ago to you and please believe me that I feel sorry for it. I hope that soon, we're gonna be okay, as we welcome the new year's day. Please forgive me for what I've done, I love you, I don't want to lose you and I want this collage to grow bigger with the pictures and moments we will create together in the future, please forgive me :(

I was walking my path alone for years

Until you came and everything has change

Your presence turned the hidden smile on my lips

Your smile softened this stone heart of mine

I learned love, I learned to live beside you

You gave me meaning, you made feel the warm of your love

You enlighten the path I am walking with

You joined my lonely journey

And now we are walking on the same path

Every struggles and obstacles we will face

Hand in hand we will passed those together

To reach the destination we are destined to

To be together for eternity

I love you and I want to tell you

It's you that I always wanted to be with,

For the rest of my life




Saturday, May 25, 2013

On that day

It's already been a year had passed. A lot of thing happened, seasons has gone in and out of the country and many things have changed. It was a year ago since I retired from being single and entered to an everlasting pact, to protect and love the princess of my life. It's not an accident nor a coincident, it's not a fantasy or just a dream, that day our paths have crossed together and a beginning of a new chapter in my life is about to start.

We just had our first anniversary last May 18 and we went to an outing to celebrate it to one of the resorts in Laguna. Though there were some conflicts happened on that day, still we've manage to pursue our long awaited plan. Many things happened on the first year of our being together. There are the happy moments, a lot of happy moments, but of course, there will come a time that we've faced obstacle and challenges, trials that tested how much do we love each other, how we will work out together our problems. We've also came to the point where one initiated a break up, but whatever happened, it never pushed through but instead we choose to just forget what happened and continue the relationship we have.

As I mentioned to some of my previous blog posts, we met each other in an online game community. I will never forget the first time I met her in person. She's small but cute and gorgeous and I couldn't hide my smile on that day because in my mind I'm saying "At long last, we've finally met." The first hug, the first holding hands and the first kiss, I will also never forget those things, as that's the sign that we are growing our love and feelings are getting deeper.

As time passes by, we are learning to live with our life with each other sides. We became more comfortable to each other, and slowly we are becoming one. I know this will not be the last anniversary we will celebrate, as we know to our selves that it's going to be forever. I know forever is a very big word, but yes, we believe in that word, because that's what we are. 

I love her so much, I will protect her, I will always be on her side, during both the ups and down, I'll help and cheer her up, I will be her strength and her happiness, I will be her knight and she'll be my princess.

We will continue to walk the path we've chosen, we will walk holding each and other hands, never we will let go of each other, we will always help each other.

On that day, I feel and and knew it was real and it's going to be for eternity.

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Tired already. . .


As I walk on this path alone,

the leaves of the tree started to fall,

so do my tears started to roll.

My eyes was swollen, my body is tired,

when everything seems to be falling apart.

No one could see how many times I've fell,

how may times I'd try to get back on the track again.

As I don't know anymore, if I will still continue,

I still see a bright light, an opportunity that's still brand new. 

But the roads are too dark, and I can't go on,

the fear I feel because I am alone

That to fight is the only way,

to reach a brand new day.

I guess this seems to be the hardest way,

but not a reason to run away.

As I know this will be only just in the beginning.

And later on, I'll get used to it, and achieve winning.