Thursday, September 8, 2011

Saving one's self

I just resigned on my first job as an Assistant Arts and Display at Supervalue Inc., and the reason for leaving? Well, it's just the people, basically the whole working environment.  Feeling unwelcome there and somewhat felt someone wants to drag me down.  I am expecting personal growth, friends and extra training to have a better career advancement.  But where are they? Friends and extra training, without those how can I have a personal growth and career advancement.  Giving me tasks using a software where I have a total zero knowledge about it results failure and rejection, and the most worst of all, will result ghastly performance.  Training where are you? Training I need you!  That's why I decided to just resign.  Sounds like I quit but really not at all, I call it "saving my self" rather than quitting.  I really can't stay there, I want but I can't.  I really feel uneasy there and it is somehow killing me psychologically.  But I can say that the company is good and is a good place to start off a job or maybe career, I somehow felt a heart breaking when I left the company because of those HR staffs there, they are really kind, nice, friendly and approachable, especially the one who hired me, that HR staff is the one I used to talked with about my situation in my department and the one who gave me advice and recommendations.  And my unforgettable experience there, is when that HR staff said "Nathan, good luck ah!"  With those simple words being said, I left the building, wearing a smile on my face.