Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Realization

Now I realized, suffering is useless.  If I suffer and punish my self by just mourning because of her, I'm a total idiot.  There's more to life, I always say that, and yes, there is!  If she's not for me then, she's not. I think I just over reacting when I think that she's the perfect one for me, my ideal girl.  She maybe the perfect one for me, but for her, I'm not, or even, I don't exist.  I already accepted the fact that I'm hopeless, and will never be recognized by her.  And from here, I must let go, before this feeling grow stronger.  I want to thank God and her for letting me experience this feeling again, because of that, I know in my self that I still know how to love.

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