Will I be a loser in the end?

I didn't know what happened, it's month away after I met a girl and now I'm falling. I fell in love for the reason that I don't even know. It just came here, I felt it and I my self can't help it, leaving me no choice but to accept and embrace this feeling that I haven't feel for a long time.

Too much for the introduction. I finally said it to her, the feeling that I'm hiding, that I'm falling for her. And the result is, everything went fine, we feel the same way with each other, I'm falling for her and she is also falling for me and nothing has changed, nothing has ruined, friendship remained and we are both happy for what we've learned.

We're chatting, texting and even do talking through phone calls, we share laughter, ideas, experiences, stories and even nonsense things. Everyday I fall for her, everyday, I'm learning to fall even deeper for her until I came to this thing that's bothering me, I know it's wrong for me to feel or think this because we are not into any relationship, but I just can't stop thinking on it. Am I doing the right thing, am I in the right track, will I be not the loser in the end?

She just broke up with her ex-boyfriend a month ago after we met and now it's already been two months have passed. I know she loves that boy that much but left her no choice but to leave him. It's been two months but I know the break-up is still fresh, that there is still a feeling left for him, because according to what she said to me, there is only one boy and relationship that she got serious to, and that was her previous relationship with her ex-boyfriend.I can't stop thinking that any moment, her feelings with that boy might come back leaving left behind.

Am I doing the right thing?

 Am I in the right track? 

Will I be a loser in the end?

And it's wrong for me to feel this way

"I know it can never be, more than friends, you and me, but why do I feel this way. Catch me, I'm falling for you and I don't know what to do."

Friendship that started with a text.

Just last two weeks, there is this one person who texted me, unknown number, no name appeared in my phone, saying "Hi kuya Nath." I was, "who the hell is this?" By the way, I'm always like this whenever an unknown number/person is texting me. But later on, that person said that she's the one from "Hokago Tea Time," the previous and last band I joined on the casual online game, Band Master.

We texted with each other, I registered to unlimited texting so the conversation will last long. We shared random thoughts, telling random stories and we even talked about nonsense things. We almost became close virtually, through Facebook chat and mobile texting. Well, I know in myself that I'm not used into this kind of things, I'm referring to texting, but it's just that whenever I talked/text/chat with her, I just feel happy, well for the reason is, I exactly don't know, but I guess, it's because I liked her.

Yes I like her. Just when we became friends on Facebook, honestly that time, I already liked her, because from what I feel and see, she is a simple and cute girl. I learned later on that she is also a straight forward girl, based on what I'm seeing on her posts on Facebook, she is directly posting on her ex-boyfriend's wall what she feels, especially when they have an argument with each other. And just recently, I listened to one of her covers, I know that she sings, but until I listened to her cover, I never knew that she sings very well, I almost fell in love with the voice, I even repeated her cover for several times.

And just now, I invited her if she can accompany on Thursday at Mall of Asia, I'll just need to buy a video game and so that we can meet with each other. Yes we still haven't meet each other in person, Well, she said that she already saw me, but from a long range view. But then, unfortunately, she can't come, but it's okay because I know there will always be a next time.

Lunch Box's First Win!