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A day full of adventure and sweetness

It's a day full of adventure and sweetness. It was not on the plan, we just want to hang out right after our work and then after, go home and rest. But it doesn't look like it turned out like that because we still don't want to let go of each other yet. 

I was on the meeting and thought that it will be finished by around right after lunch by 12:00 noon or by 1:00 pm, but it was extended up to 2:30 pm, well as for a company meeting, it's normal. But the matter is, there is someone waiting for me, I need to get where my girlfriend was, because she's waiting me there from 11:00pm on wards, a couple of hours of waiting. I feel guilty about it, I say sorry but she said that, it's okay and everything is fine, that she is not mad or something.

So the hang out began. Of course, sharing stories with each other, walk together while talking, teasing each other and when being teased will end up hugging. It was on SM Sucat, but she want to go somewhere else, so we decided to go to Festival Mall instead. Of course, when we get there we still do what we've done on SM, but first we had our merienda-dinner meal. Again, talk, walk, tease and laugh, making every minutes and seconds worth because time is limited and parting time is nearly there.

It's already time to say good bye speeches but an idea was put up. I said that I'm going with her, I'm going to accompany her home, but she didn't let me because she said that it was hassle for me and it's far from my place and so on and so on. But I ask something, if her best friend's place was really near from their home and said let's go and visit her. Excitement was build and without second thought, she said yes and then we went there.

When we got there, her best friend was not yet home. We waited for an hour but still not yet home. We just decided to go where she was, we'll just visit her there. But again, when got there, a guy told that she already left there about a couple of hours ago. We call her best friend and she said that she already got home and decided to just go back at their place. But before we went there, an unexpected thing happened, we are talking about something but I'm facing in the opposite direction but when I'm about to face her, her face was coming close to me, her lips coming close to my lips, and then we kissed, but not for a short time that we usually do.

It looks like nothing happened after, but deep inside me, I was so, well it was an unexplainable feeling but it feels good, honestly. And going back, we went back to her best friend's place and at last she was there. We stayed there for about 30 minutes, do some talking and other things. And after that, it's really need to say good bye.

The day was really worth it, no hours, minutes or even seconds was wasted, my time is really worth it whenever I'm with her. I love being with her, If we can just be together every time but we know that there is always limitation but still we're really happy that even though our schedule was conflict with each other, we are able to give time being together.

Making my heart smile, every time

There are some things that I can't say directly, I'm too shy to say or it's bit too early to say. In my mind, sometimes, I'm having thoughts of spending my life with her, I can't really deny the fact that I used to imagine my self sitting beside her smiling and laughing together on a place called home. I just can't help thinking about these things, being with her today, tomorrow and in the future.

I always hold on to these thoughts, that if we can't be together in present, then there is still future. I understand that we can't be together every time and I'm fine with it. Every time we are spending time together, it's all worth it, not even a single second when we are together are being put into waste, I just love being with her.

She is a very special and important person to me, a friend, a best friend, my lover. I want to be her strength to her weaknesses, the one who will cheer her up when she's down, the one will erase the sadness in her face. Without doing anything, with just thinking about you you are making smile, you made my heart smile, every time.

I should be sleeping but...

I should be sleeping right now, but I just can't sleep. Why? Well the main reason is I'm thinking of a certain person and the times being with her, to cut the story short, I'm reminiscing. I already feel sleepy but I just miss my girlfriend that put me into reminiscing the time I am with her that hinders me from sleeping and the result is here I am, in front on PC doing this blog.

Hey my beloved girlfriend, if you happen to read this post, please don't blame your self for the reason of I can't sleep because of you, I love this feeling and it's okay if this hinders me from sleeping, anyway, I love you so much :)