Same things are happening, nothing is happening

I can't really stay here for so long, I am dying mentally and psychologically here. With just same things happening every work days, nothing will really happen to me. I only do, nothing but nothing. Yes indeed, I;m doing nothing every weekdays, as if, it's like wasting all the time I spent in college in this rectangular

Wrong move

One of my greatest regret in my life is, having you as my girlfriend before.  I guess my emotion just carried me out on those days and the feeling is just not strong enough, it's just my imaginary feeling of loneliness that triggers it all. 

And I realized just now that, sorry for the harsh word, but your're not really worth of my time and effort and I guess my love as well. Just want to say this, and I don't want to bother and waste more time typing all the things about you, saying this as my main point is enough already.

Even as a Gamer

For that person who thinks that me, as a gamer, there's nothing more important thing than playing video games, you're absolutely wrong, I am saying to you, I know when to stop playing games and I know when is the right and wrong time to play the video games.  I stop playing when an important friend chatted or messaged me, especially those want to share problems or even some stuffs.  I know how to bond with my friends, if I am in the middle of extreme gaming and a friend calls for a hang out, I always go for it and I stop playing, besides, I can still continue after that.  I also stop playing video games when there is a family gathering, even simple and small ones.  Gatherings like, hanging out in the sala, singing or just chit-chatting.  So, for you who thinks that there is nothing more important to me than games, I proved you wrong, I guess it's just because of your experience with me is the reason why you have said that.  Remember that I only stop playing and pay attention if that person/people or thing is worth spending my time.