Where it all started

Every day, every night, every time

Every day, every night, every time, I always ask God to protect you, to get you away from all evil and harm. I always asked God to give you strength so you can carry and hold on, on the situation you're experiencing right now, that someday it will fade and everything will become okay. I know God has plans for everyone, for me, my family and for you, we just need to patiently wait and have faith in him. I say to God that I would help him in giving you strength, because this is the least I could do for now. Together, we'll patiently wait for that day to come that you can already get out the to that situation, together, we'll believe in him for that time to come. 

You're a very important person to me, that I want you to be okay every time.

Someday

To tell the truth, right now, all I'm wishing and the biggest goal in my life is to get you out the life you're experiencing right now. Someday, I will be able to get you out on the situation you're currently on, where you can no longer experience heavy arguments, extreme breaking down, and feeling giving up on everything. I will make sure that someday, we'll live together peacefully, where we can enjoy our time, together with our future family. Someday, we'll be living in a place that are free from negative things you're experiencing right now. I will make sure that, I'll be strong for you, for us, to be your strength during the downs of your life. Someday, I would go back to this page again and probably reading this blog post again and will whisper in my self, " At last, I did it."

Never I will. . .

I am just concern about you, everything that can harm you or would be bad for you. I'm doing all my best just to cheer you up, to make you happy, to lift you up when you're breaking down. I would do everything just to make you fine, anything just to make you okay, I'll sacrifice my other personal things, scheduled meetings or hang out just to be with your side. Even I'm not or I cant' make on your side, I make sure that I'm going to make a way to get in touch with you, to make you feel that I'm just here when you needed me, to hug you on a long cold nights, to kiss you when you're breaking down, to hold yo when you feel weak. I'm just right here, doing everything the best I can, just to make you okay. I just want to know and wish that all the things I'm doing is enough, just want to know that my efforts are working, making you feel fine and okay. I'll take care of you, won't abandoned you or give on you, never I will.

To have that someone. . .

It's good to know that you have that someone whom will be there for you, not only during the ups of your life but also the downs. When you're sad there she is trying to cheer you up and when you're stressed and just want to surrender, there she is cheering and lifting you up. It's good to know that there is this someone whom will be there for you no matter what happened and anything will do just to make you okay.

Once a stranger

We were just strangers before, we were once have our own life and path that are taking, until we came to the point that our path crossed with each other. These paths joined together and now we are taking it hand to hand, moving forward to the time we called future.

If I just can. . .

Every time she breaks down, being in a bad mood, having a bad day, or anything that makes her emotion down, I can't help but to worry and end up being sad. It tears a part of my heart every time she feels down.

I'm trying all the best I can do just to cheer her up, but sometimes I'm ending up thinking I'm a no help at all. If could only put her out of the situations that causes of her breaking down, If I could just be always right by her side if she needed me. If I can do more to make her cheer up. If I just have the power to make her okay in an instant when she is breaking down. If I just can. . .

The rest of my life started when I fell in love with you

I never knew that I would be needing something I don't need before, or someone I didn't even think of that would very important and special to me now and in the near future.

I'm just living my simple life before, work, play games, hang out with friends, eat, spend money for useless things and dream childish things. Dreaming of living alone with my dream house, with a gaming/multimedia room and music room. Planned to have business and play games at my dream house. But that was before, until something and someone unexpected came. Something I didn't now I would feel and someone I didn't knew I would take care of.

I just played a game, I just replied a text, I just spent sometime answering a phone call and then after a couple of time, I fall, I fell in love with someone once a stranger to me but now became one of the most important people to me, the one I want to spent the rest of my life with.

From what I remember before, this is not really me, I mean, to really fell in love, I was just like a snob, stone hearted, numb and a loner person before. Yes, I used to fell in love before, but this time it's different, I could feel my heart beating fast before whenever I am with the girl I love, but this time, even though I'm not with her, even just by thinking her, I could feel the love is conquering my whole self and body and ending up smiling.

I really love spending time with her and whenever I'm with her, I could feel so much happiness, I even think that I am the very happy person in the world whenever I'm with her. I wouldn't care where we go, where we hang out, even it's far, as long as I'm with her. There are things that I dream to do with her like, traveling with her, have vacation with her, sleep with her and many more, but of course, to be with her in a place we could say, "Our home." 

From dreaming of living alone before, now dreaming of living with her. Play with her in the game room, play music with her in the music room, spend time with her in our home.

I'm really happy and contended with her, I couldn't ask for more, she may not be my first, she may be my third girlfriend, but I'll make sure she will be my last.

It's you that arrived, It's love that I found and I want you to be my last.. The rest of my life started when I fell in love with you.

Adventure Time!

It's Saturday morning and on this day, we decided that we are going to hang out, but the question is where?

Don't know where to go, we spent some time sitting on a bench in Santana grove and thinking of a place where to hang out, SM southmall, SM Bicutan, Festival Mall, Market Market, Alabang town center? But ended up of going to Festival Mall instead. While hanging out in Festival mall, walking, chatting, do some games playing, her mom called on her phone, and told her that she needs to go to her grand mother's place in Paco Manila, and I decided to accompany her there, and then unexpectedly unplanned, an adventure has begun.

So we took a bus from Alabang to Quirino Hi-way, and from Quirino Hi-way, we took some walk, looking for an ATM do withdraw some cash and after that, she went to her grand mother's place. After that, since we planned earlier to watch a movie, we decided to just watch on Robinson's Manila instead of going back to Festival Mall. We watched Step Up Revolution, I'm not a fan of dancing, but I enjoyed the movie, they are somewhat making some trouble by means of dancing, and it's kinda cool, like what in the movie said, "Sometimes, it's good to break the rule" I don't remember exactly the exact sentence but that's at least the idea.

Then after the movie, we took some walk, chit chatting and etc., then we decided to go back to festival mall so if she already needs to go home, it will be just near to their place. We spent sometimes in Festival mall, had our dinner and grab an opportunity to have our moment with each other before we went home.

Honestly, this is the first time I've done this, having an adventure/city hopping with someone very special to me, well I think I've done this before, but I can't remember, but I know this time, I really enjoyed it and I had a lot of fun spending time with her. If only I could stop the time that day.

I'm not an outgoing person, I usually stay at home most of the time, it's not that I don't like, but I think it's a complete waste of time, but that was me before. Now, already gotten out of my comfort zone and I don't mind whether where will I go as long as I am with her.