What path should I take?

I want to create my own career path but I don't know where to start, I even don't know exactly what I want to become, I said I want to be business owner someday, but I don't know what kind of business I am talking about, I want to become a manager or shall I say a team leader but where and in what organization?

I don't know if I need to find an opportunity to start my career path or I think it's more of building my own opportunity to start up my career path. But as of now, I need to know what I want, what I really want to do and to become and the moment I already knew what I am up to, then I think the door leading in the career I want will open on its own.

Acceptance

Acceptance is difficult, it's like carrying a huge rock with you, that a single person can't even lift it up. But I somehow manage to do it, but still it is heavy for me and I know anytime I could choose to give up, but as long as there is reason that giving me strength to hold on, then giving up is never a choice or an option.

List of things I want to achieve/to do in my life

1. Play video games that I want                                  - Done/ Still on going

2. Jam with a band and perform in stage                    - Done/ Still on going

3. Inspire people and my self                                     - Done/ Still on going

4. Let other people know that God is awesome         - Done/ Still on going

5. Finish studies (to graduate in college)                    - Done

6. Become a manager/team leader                            - Still on the journey

7. Have my own business                                         - when number 6 is done, I will start doing this.

8. Have my own family                                             - when number 7 is successful, I will do this.

9. Enjoy life.   - when all of the above things are done, I can say that I really enjoyed my life, though right now I know that I am enjoying my life and living my life to the fullest and I am contented with it.                                                                                                                         

If not today, then someday

Why did I choose to enter this kind of situation? I always have an option to take another route but I did pursue it. 

I've always been avoiding any uncertain situation ever since, and if ever I do, I make sure that I will go out on it no matter what. Now, I even don't want to think about it, but I am in somewhat uncertain situation, well not really an uncertain situation, or shall I say, not an uncertain situation in my part, but still I don't want to go out with this, because I know that someday this situation I am with will turn out to be okay and I'll just need to wait for it.

I am an ISTJ person

Because I was always curious of what kind of person I am, how I think and how act towards with others, I took a personality exam. I was an ISTJ person.

Introverted - generally prefer interacting with a few close friends rather than a wide circle of acquaintances, and they expend energy in social situations.

Sensing - tend to be more concrete than abstract. They focus their attention on the details rather than the big picture, and on immediate realities rather than future possibilities.

Thinking - tend to value objective criteria above personal preference. When making decisions, they generally give more weight to logic than to social considerations.

Judging - tend to plan their activities and make decisions early. They derive a sense of control through predictability.

So I was, "what was that?" Well it's because I really don't know what personality I have.  People say that it's hard to describe your own self and if you want to know your self, have it described by someone you are close with because they are the one who really knew you. But well, this is the result of what kind of person I am, I don't want to say I believe it because the fact that I really don't know, but, I'll just let you decide whether this test result is right or wrong.

A birthday gift

Birthday Gift

A gift for my birthday, from a special friend. This song really made me smile and smile even more when I heard the part where she sung "Nothing's gonna stop us." Thank you, Patricia Adrienne :)

If ever

I don't know why, but there is a feeling inside me saying that, I want to spend the rest of life with you in the future. I have a feeling that says, I can wait even how long it takes, for the day that I can say that you are mine and I'm yours finally. I know this is too early for me to think of or this is just a lame thought of mine. I know as time passes by, people change, things change, even feelings change and we can't control it. I always believe that all beginnings has its end and not doubt about it. No one can say what will happen on the next two, three or more days to come or even the years that yet to come. Not all plans are turned on the way we want it should be, there are a lot of surprises, a lot of things that you are not expecting but will come. But, I want that what I am feeling right now will remain unchanged even time will pass by, I want it to stay, I want this to remain forever. I don't want that this closeness we have right now will turn us into being stranger after a long while. I don't want to be just the one who stepped into you your life and will go out after sometime, I want to stay in your life. I would want to reach to the point, where we can be together, with no worries or any conflict, no problems nor any hindrances and other people that will suffer for the sake of our own happiness. I can't see or say what will happen in the future, but if ever time will allow us, I want to live my life with you.

I can wait forever, if you say you'll be there too.

I am single and happy

Just taking some break during office hours