Well, today is the day I left my band, "Lunch Box." We are three guitars in the band and for me a reasonable number of guitarists in a normal band is one or two, one on lead and the other one for the rhythm guitar, I just think that if there are three guitarists, the other two guitarist will just be doing the same thing. Well, it is one of my reasons for leaving the band, but my main reason for leaving the band is, well I didn't say this reason to them because they might just laugh out of it or think that I'm crazy and I am too shy to tell it to them. For my reason, during these past few months, I don't feel like being part of the band all, well, literally yes I'm a part, but for whenever I'm with them, when I observe them, they are too close and having a great bonding with each other while leaving me behind. I just feel like being out of place and being left out. Yes the sound of the voice and the sound of our instruments is perfectly blending during rehearsals, but when it comes to person to person, me with them, I don't think I am able to blend with them. I love the band, but I just don't feel being part of that band anymore, I still want to jam with them especially that for our next practice, one of the songs we're going to play is Melt by Supercell, that recently become one of my favorite songs, but anyway I have a great time spending with them during those early days. I think I'll come back if they will persuade me, just to know if I am really important to the band, (nah, I'm so very demanding =.=) or I'll just be waiting for another band to join.
Monday, June 27, 2011
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Friday, June 10, 2011
Just finished watching "A crazy little thing called love," again. Wew, I really can't get enough with this movie since I've first watched it last sunday and now watched it all over again. I really love how the protagonists of the movie I mean, how the love story of the two protagonists began, started from highschool, hide their feeling to each other, being heart broken and until the day that their path has crossed again. I really wish that I have that same love story, as to like me that has a, uhm...not so good love sto...you know what I mean (^^). Well, I think this has already become my favorite movie of all the love story movie I watched before, from Anime to real life. I really love the movie, that's all and I think I'm gonna watch it all over again :D
Monday, June 6, 2011
When I woke up in the morning yesterday, well actually being woke up by the sound of the television in our room, I saw my sister watching something from the television, when I turn my stare at the TV, I saw the girl in one of the commercial of ABS-CBN and knew that it's the commercial of "A crazy little thing called love" that will be aired on ABS-CBN on that day. Well, nothing special, I just joined my sister from watching it and later on, the scenes are becoming more interesting, before I noticed it, I'm already beginning to like the movie. This is the first time that I liked a movie from Thailand, well I just enjoyed and love watching it and I think, I'm gonna buy my own copy of it, because they say that some scene on the TV is not being shown and the dubbed is. . . something that I can't give comment on, well moving on, I just loved the movie, especially the two protagonist, Nam and Shone. I just wished that I have a love story like that :">
Saturday, June 4, 2011
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
I remember way back then, sometime in May 2007 when I attended the orientation of new students in Asia Pacific College, I said and promised to myself that, "I'm going to graduate on this school," while wearing a smile in my face.
Right now, those words I said before, that promised I made before has now converted into reality. Like a man seeking a way to a certain place, now in the end of the road and ready to enter the place he was looking for. I already graduated from college, the days where I used to be student has just ended and now ready to face a new life. The beginning of the real challenges in life.
Month from now, I will be entering the concrete jungle where I need to battle against other people to survive, using skills to be hired first in the top and fast growing organization before others. Battling with companies to companies, business to business, making strategies and decision that will decide your fate. This is the new life that I will be facing, and it's just the beginning, I maybe still not ready for this, but I will surely and rest assured to myself that I am going to be ready. I believed that confidence and competency are the factors that must be equipped of to become ready and to survive this fight.
But even though being a student days has passed, learning will always be there. Even though I am not going to school anymore to study, I will able to learn by means of experience, just like in the mmorpg's, the more experience you will gain, the stronger you will be. With or without our consent, everyday we will learn new things that we can used and apply to our very own life that would make our life worth it and meaningful.
I miss this, I just miss doing this late at night, relaxing music and solemn yet calm night. I remember the days when I used to be in front of the PC, just in front of PC doing nothing, but just listening to relaxing music. With a calm mind and has nothing to think of, without worrying about tomorrow's assignment or quizzes, next week's project, next day's presentation and etc.; thinking of just scenarios that happened, sad memories that was being buried in past and happy memories that used to cherish all the time. Thinking of what will happen tomorrow and in the future, about goal and dreams. Talking with God, thanking for all the blessings that I received, asking forgiveness for all the sins I've done and asking for guidance and protection for me and my family all the time. I just miss doing this, and right now, again, just like the old times, here in front of PC, media player on, using my spare time putting my thoughts into words. I just love doing this.
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